Jealousy

I don't know if I am actually able to be jealous. Not in the control version of the feeling. Not like the girls I have seen that go berserk and bitch about a girl that their boyfriend is having a normal conversation with.

Never.

But to feel sad about not getting that same type of attention anymore, or at least not as often. And not being sure if it's because of that other girl, that there is actually nothing wrong with, or if it's because he is scared of you, or if he's unsure of how to treat you.

I don't know.

It just sucks. :S