Torn between two worlds...

...I don't know what to long for anymore. Or if I should want to be here.
It's so difficult when you don't want to disappoint anyone or make anyone feel bad, and then you want to feel good as well..

I'm torn between two worlds..

..AND WHY CAN'T I FR-KIN' STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU WHEN IT'S A _FAMILY_ HOLIDAY??