Something must be wrong...

Yes.. something is terribly wrong.
I feel lovely.
I am tired all the time, I sleep like a FERRET (which means "alot" for those who are not familiar with this Swedish expression), I feel fat.

But I still don't feel like complete sh-t.

So that must mean that something is wrong. Or that something WILL go horribly wrong. I don't know why I'm writing this over and over. But well, I just changed my mind;

I KNOW that I won't feel this lovely for very long, in a month, a week or even day, I will have one of those crying episodes again. And I'm scared. 'Cause I don't want to go there again. I don't want to cry. It scares me...
Please don't make me cry.