I trust

I had felt it before, yes, in Skövde. I trusted my friends. I always knew where I had them. Well, maybe sometimes they didn't react the way I thought they would to something, and yes, sometimes they made fun of me for too long or went to far with a joke. But I still trusted them.

Then I came to Adelaide. And I found friends, but not "real" ones. I could hang out with them, have fun with them, find stuff to do, get help from them when I felt down. But I couldn't trust them.

And now I have friends that I trust again. I trust. I thought I wouldn't feel that again after last year, but I actually do. And I am so happy for that. The fact that I have such lovely friends, it's something everyone should have. People have said that I choose my friends very well, and I'd like to say I do. I have always done that. But I don't know what happened last year, I guess I was new to this place, I was scared, lonely, and well, I wasn't exactly in my "prime" last May..

But now I am.
I trust again.

PS If you haven't yet, listen to Katie Noonans album "Skin" DS