I'm scared...

...what if there is a third World War coming..?

What if all this economic crisis will start a new World War?
What if all I know in Sweden will lose their jobs? So many Swedish people have already lost theirs...and all because of bank loans being handed out to easily to poor families in the U.S. No, I'm not blaiming them. I'm not blaiming anyone. This is not about blaiming..this is about sadness and being scared...

I am so scared that things will get ugly..like they have many times before. I feel cold and stiff. It's as if it's already started. That the "war" has already started and I am already there. I don't want to be this scared before nothing has actually started..but all this terrorism..all these sad events where people lose their jobs, commit suicide, kill eachother, trick eachother.

It's so frightening to see how we react under pressure...and I'm not saying i wouldn't do the same. I can just hope I won't, but I probably will turn into a "selfish bastard" who fights to stay alive.

I'm not saying I do believe that there will be a World War starting that soon and that everyone will be affected, I'm just saying I am REALLY and UTTERLY scared of that happening to anyone in this world.

And at the same time I know that it IS happening RIGHT NOW, for many people. It's a part of the reality for many people on this planet. To be scared of dying, to not have enough food for the day, to see your friends die.

That's why we shouldn't have friends or family that we can lose..that's why we should all close ourselves up and not feel anything, right? Then we wouldn't know what we would lose? We wouldn't even be able to lose it..

I am so scared...