_I_ am the freak??!

How dare you say that _I_ am the freak? That I am actually the person with messed up priorities. That _I_ am the weird one.


It is sad, that me not laughing at "sexual jokes" is weird and to be frowned upon.
It is sad, that lack of promiscuity (if that's how it's spelled) is believed to be out of the ordinary.
It is utterly sad, that being a virgin these days isn't considered a good quality, it means you're ugly or have attachment issues.

And yes, I have attachment issues. I hate having really close friends, because every time someone comes close, they always make you disappointed. If they're close to you, they can hurt you more easily. Yeah, of course you have that feeling of "security", but one day they will back stab you anyway.

I don't trust anyone, and I probably will never trust anyone. And that's the way I live my life. If you have a problem with it, if you think it's not normal, then keep that to yourself. I don't want to change, because I simply DON'T WANT TO. Get it.

Anyway, back to the whole promiscuity thing. It would be fair enough that they go ahead and do their thing. Find a new girl/guy every weekend (or several in the same night). But don't go blaming me for being "sterile" or "boring", just because I don't want to. I guess I need to..no I don't need to stop claiming them to be promiscuous. I don't believe I do need to stop that. I am RIGHT in this matter. What is all this promiscuity causing? SPREADING DISEASES. MAKING PEOPLE PREGNANT (without them wanting to). PAINFUL ABORTIONS. SHATTERING OF FRIENDSHIPS. It's just bad. For what? For a few seconds of "earth quake" feelings in your abdomen.

For G-ds sake, that's just pathetic.