Someone just did it again

Someone just did it again.
Made me cry for a silly reason.
The silly reason of being told that I say unnecessary stuff.
That's all I got.
I make jokes.
I laugh.
I ramble.
Can't get used to it? Well, then keep the h-ll out of my way.

I guess I am extra sensitive today. Miss Month is probably coming to visit pretty soon, as I have started to acquire more appetite, pimples, aggression and belly fat.
And yes, the tears, and the unbelievable lack of...something.
I lack something and I don't know what it is. I keep thinking "I need to find someone to love", but I doubt that even that would be sufficient for me.

You know what?
All I need is some respect. And not even that you can offer me.